I feel invisible everytime we're together and she would rather text with him. It's stupid but it's the truth. I feel like there is a growing gap between us, and the further along we get in this mess the larger it gets. I wish there were easy answers and simple fixes but I just don't think there are. I really wish I knew what I have done wrong to push her to this point. Was I not showing her enough attention? Have I been to distant? What is it that I've done that would make her think this was a good idea? On top of that what is it about him and not my other friends that drew her to him? Did I cause all of this to happen because I let them study runes together? I feel like ive fucked up my marriage and there is nothing to do except to see how this ride turns out. . .
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